Thoughts while waiting...
I see people who remind me of people I knew, People I loved and were close to. I see people I know that I'm not close to and who barely know me. I should be used to losing those I love. It shouldn't hurt anymore. It should be easy to make new friends and replace those I lost. But are we just someone's extra lost sock to replace with a new pair? We are people with feelings and it hurts to love and then lose. But it's better than to have never loved at all! So I will continue loving and not be afraid of possibly losing again. I will also appreciate those who love me!